我真的没事^^

today i receive my history exam result and averange mark
i feel a bit sad
but i dont want they worry about me
so i decided go to a place they cant see me
bcuz i dont want they worry about me anymore
but i really sad


i hv very dissapointed to my result
i dont know how to face my parents
i feel shame to face them
for i take this kind of result....
because they work very hard to give me a good education
what have i done????
just take some red marks to them?








i dont know.....


absolutely i know
marks are not all of my life
but i work so hard on my education
what have i take back?????
just a kind of suck result








how can i take this kind of result!?!?!?!?
now i hv a target
in the next semester i must score 70 in my averange mark
neither i will resit my senior one again

























Ying:


i know what are you want to say
and i know it very well
i know marks are not all of my life
and you dont want me force myself
because you know if i cant do my target
or something i cant accept
you scared something bad will happen
right?

forget about that
i will be happy de la
you forget i have promised you a
if i cant do it i will not name You again
















in another side
today all my friend are worrying about me
i am so sorry for that

so thanks for those people who are worry about me
because you are my mind's friend













now i just need a bit time to recover and adjust my
mood only la
^^dont worry about me
i really nothing right now^^

结束了

finaly exam past
 i do quiet well in this exam
but i make many mistake
tat is wat am i care till now
dont noe wat am i thinking now
bcuz my mistake
i lost 20marks for Add math and Chemistry
sad sad sad sad sad
sad sad sad sad sad
sad sad sad sad sad





















BM
i hv adi given up
bcuz i think tat is not important to our education
it is a unuseable in other nation














next time Add math,chemistry,biography,
I WANT SCORE 80!!!!!!

















































after exam we go to JJ
i think tat is a good memories for me
just feel some unhappy to me
just keep it as  a secret....
i dont wan anybody noe
bcuz it will bring some damage for us



















exam past
finaly she and me is good than past
we go to yiing de house together^^
yiing's mother say many her mind to me
i noe wat is her thinking about
both of them's feel i also noe de
i noe bcuz i realise
that some adult is good with me
is bcuz i can listen to they mind
and they trust me















now i wan to rest le
bye

有点痛。。。我够夸张

我就是这样如此的顽固
偏偏就是和你们不一样
 。。。。心痛。。。。
。。。。挽回。。。。
。。。。爱你。。。。
这些是都我坚持的事情
因为你在我心种下了根










回头。。。。。。。。
等待。。。。。。。。
期盼。。。。。。。。
幸福。。。。。。。。
痛心。。。。。。。。
失落。。。。。。。。
失败。。。。。。。。
这些都是我一路的心情
都是一些失败后的感受






















爱与被爱。。。。能否两全
伤与被伤。。。。能否消失
等与被等。。。。能否实现
被伤害后。。。。能否痊愈
曾经死寂的心是否能够重生
曾经破碎的心是否能够复合
曾经甜蜜的心是否能够回来


















爱能否平等。答案一定是
不可能。。。。因为要是





我不能够。。。。。拥有。。。。。。
就应该要。。。。。放手。。。。。。
而不是占有。。。。因为这个不是爱。
我们该期盼。。。。因为真心的爱情。
而不是为了过瘾。。因为这会伤害人。
我们不应该伤害。。这样对大家都好。

know it because i realise it(for you)

Actually i know it because i have try it before .Of course i know what are you think about how useless is you in your mind now...But i can tell you everyone get their different talent someone is good in understanding;someone is good in remembering




And you are different,you are very hard working and clever...dont compare with the other guy...i know you think that is not fair for you...because you are very hard-working to get that mark...but the other guy just take it as very easy...



All of you are very different and special...even is me also...in the past i feel i am a useless guy because i always compare with someone that who is clever than me...and get more preasure from there....now i realise what should i do...



That is....



Do the thing as you can do...just take it easy dont get too much preasure to yourself...you know who am i talking about right?



And you can talk to me what are you thinking i will open my ear to listen carefully even i cant help you anything...you also can release your preasure...of course i know everybody will have the thing they dont want to see with other...but never mind i respect you...you get your right to keep them in your mind also



And you get something trouble between you and your mum right?



Something you should know is mum is only friend is infinity...i also think that your mum are too sensitive...but she is only want to show how her love you...

To the rubbish and useless teacher

To:dog
    
     can you do something for use dont just say only????
you just noe how to say but you dont now how to do!!!!
Do you think tat's good for use????
I dont think so...you just say and do not thing
You are the uselessest teacher so far i now!!!!!!


    你只会讲,什么都不会做...你觉得这样有用么?
我不觉得咯...考试前两个星期...你答应我什么?
你说下一个星期要召集班委...讨论钜翔的事情...
到现在你做了什么?...you just do not thing...
you too useless ...even a dog also can guard a house
you even a dog also cant win
because of you are too childish too useless






   你不觉得你的做法很白痴吗?你不觉得你很没用吗?
贝的身体一向来就很不好...她说不要参赛...你还一直鼓吹他
你不觉得这只会害了她吗?...很明显你要的是胜利...跟你所说的团队精神毫无关系...
这世界上最没用的人就是你了...你要我们怎样服从你...我跟你反映...你就说我抱怨...
就说这些有的没的...你就得有用么?这只会让我们更加的不服从你罢了...
你以为发脾气很厉害么?


  其实不然...只会让我们更加把你当成狗罢了...最多不是听到狗在吠罢了...我没损失
反而是有一些人...你反倒不去理会...你说有些人看起来不像会打篮球...但宝贝她会么
她很厉害么?你到底是在搞针对...还是要怎样?


  你这种人根本不需要尊敬...你没有地方值得我尊敬...我还有一大堆东西要骂...没力气再骂了...找不到什么更好的贬义词来骂你了




                                                     From:MrJack

my heart was pain

actually i feel tired for this week
i nid to prepare so many thing
about the society activity
the presentation about geography
and exam is coming so i nid to prepare ot
but something  is different




Yee wat happen to you?????
i dont noe wat am i sry to you
i dont noe wat's wrong i did
can you tell me!!!!!
i feel confuse and pain you noe
you are one of me best fren
dont be like tat
i will feel pain
i dont wan to lose best fren as you
pls i am begging you






















Yiing & Bird
i am very happy to hv best as both of you
but can both of you dont argue again
u  noe wat i mean right
when you 2 argue i feel confuse and moody
pls dont let it happen again
of course i noe
argue is the happen will happen in our future de
but,if can make it small
pls ...and sry about this week i am in a bad mood 

总结

总结这几个星期
我过得很无聊
也很烦
那是因为有了成绩的存在
那是因为有家长日的存在
也是因为这些我也开始懊恼着
我要怎样跟家人交代
虽然芸她们讲不用在意
不过这就是我的缺点
凡是发生过了
我都会很在意
特别是成绩方面的事
我怕他们失望
因为我知道他们对我有很大的期望
但是我却拿到这一种的成绩出来
我到底要怎样跟他们交代




















今天家长日又是我的英文升级试
家长日只要不是爸爸去拿
我是没怎么样的
但是今天的英文升级试
简单是简单
但是考最后一个
speaking 的时候
我很紧张><










不管了
最好能及格



















总之还是很烦><
不写了><
掰

friendship

今年能够跟你们在一起过
我真的很开心
你们都给了其他人给不到的
就算是她也一样




上次振毅跟我讲了一些事
我的心很难受
我也很烦
不懂啦
总之很烦就对了




























最近我有很多怪怪的感觉开始出来
不懂是什么来的><
我有一个不该有的想法
就是可能我不会再交女朋友
因为我的人比较闷
没什么人会想跟我一起
我的成绩也很差没人看得上
我的样貌也好不到哪里去
不特别
身材也不好
肥施大只
没人要的啦
算啦































单身就单身
有什么了不起的















这几年我是不会想这一些事
可能是她给我的影响
不过也不能全赖在她身上
我也会心疼

我一直以来都在寻找着一个理由
来忘记你
但是我找不到
所以我决定...







虽然有点痛
但是我还是做了
我不后悔
因为我觉得酱会比较好

谢谢

谢谢你
谢谢你给我一个很充足的理由来忘记你