2010年8月4日星期三

803

    Today I have a good day with them .I didnt say  that with them is more happy , just feel happy to. Desmon see my diary and leave a comment I prefer that kind of English standard . Wish  I can do that also ! AFter we arrived there we take lift to cinema, bought ticket and went insede.That's movie quite good I like that movie 's plot,a bit interesting it didnt make me dissapoint. After watching it something happen >< . And we went back to school by bus after we in the class they  play"truth or dare".Nobody's secret be talk to a topic  because of teacher so they only play a couple time and do something weird .It very funny but after that dont know why i have a bad mood just now~maybe because of that they mention that~


It isn't a problem now i swear that i want to forget

2010年8月3日星期二

Dulan

What's going on now! Do you feel that very cool meh?!?!?!
Don't throw your rubbish to my desk, there isn't a dustbin!!!
And don't throw my things to floor ok!
That's not belong to you don't simply change their place!
I am very mad in that because you throw a lot rubbish to my sit and throw my things to floor!!!!!!






Today i can't control my fire!
I'm pekcek and angry .
Someone ask me that who am i admire now,
But I don't want to share
Because i want to forget her now
So I won't  tell anyone that
Don't know why i have a bad mood today
With the same reason "WITHOUT ANY REASON"

2010年8月2日星期一

Mr.Jack

  After I get his opinion if I didn't stop degenaraced I sure cant graduate .This time I must get the will and do more hard working . I am glad that I have already forgotten those unhappy things in my mind and after this semaster exam I will find a new target and take a love in my life.After lonely is not my attitude but accompany.

  I won't think too much now I will concentrate on my education and try my best to get high marks . I set a point to me after I reach that point I will get some prize from myself. That is the way how I reward myself

  After this semaster I will do something. As I say I will find a new love and in a relationship (If I can that is the main point).Because I am sure that i have already put her out of my mind. So I am very relax now, so that I can do my best in my exam I don't have any preasure now but exam.

  Yesterday I have message with her ,my heart very pain. Because she did something cheao herself. I;m sure I want to put her down but sometime  both of you give me the hope ,suddenly take it back in a second. Make me feel like a butterfly in my stomach.

  Now I'm already stop worry about that am I will graduate that's not a problem now, someone teel me result is not all,you got learnt something that's main. Recently I am very relax now.

  Now is time to prepare my exam , I must try my best to score my exam , I wish I can pass at least 3 subject , that's what I wish. Yong Juan and someone else say after exam they want go for a swim, but chong ee said he want my accompany to JJ for KaraoKe. Cheng Pang also invite me to JJ do something maybe singing or watching movie and something else....






I 'm Happy now ^_^

2010年7月31日星期六

Something happen today

老师我是很尊敬你的
但是这次
你到底是怎样?
你今天什么都没说就把纸给撕掉
对我们是有错
我们承认
但是现在的问题是
他们今天做的任何事都跟那张纸无关
你把它给撕掉有什么意义?
你说把纸给撕一半是为了警惕我们
没有把纸给完全撕完是因为
还可以用粘纸给粘回去



那老师我问你一句
撕一半和撕到完有什么分别?
最后的结论还不是你撕了那张纸!
你知不知道你到底在做什么?!

你一句话都没有问
就做了这个动作
你觉得会有人服你吗?
不会有的





你最近很常做一些令人不理解的事情
我不知道你的身边发生了什么事
不过请你不要把你的情绪带来学校
干扰上课的情形!!!

MR~Jack

   Hey buddy you also one of my  good friend . But  something that you dont know, so i you cant  realise my feeling . Sometime I see our memories as a video in my mind , every moment what were they doing ,everythings they said ,even everything they did ,were still always appear in my mind . I cant do anything to recover our friendship and i cannot to do any change anything beside them , they are happy right now,I dont want to do anything change to their life that's for their own good  I just wish them happy always . For me I just want to be alone some time .


   Alone prefer me . I belong to alone .So just leave me alone because I want to to think it in a Alone attitude.That can make me more space and more probably and clearly to about it. This kind of thing just let me put it in my mind . Either it be release  someone will ignore or someone will notice it and say something that I dont want to listen , and someone will sad again and other my soul will be back Mr.Negative .I dont want it happen again........



   Now i have to concentrat on my education otherwise i wouldnt graduate to senior 2......

   I have to score 71 average marks to balance my whole year average marks.....it will be too hard to me.
I have no way to do anything, now the only way i can do is just hard-working hard-working hard-working and hard-working~This is the way i only can do .I dont want to let my parents dissapoint anymore , I make them too expect but I take this kind of result to them make them dissappoint . I still have to force myself to study, even i dont have the will to do anything even play game also the same effect

   I dont have the mood to study  but I still have to force myself to study. I dont have the mood to do anything even play game , I dont know what am I thinking
........

2010年7月22日星期四

累

我的心好累
为什么世上总是有着一群眼红别人相处得好的人
就是因为你们的传言~你们那毫无根据的谣言
害到我们落到如此田地!!!!!


可能昱说的对
那是我们的友谊不够坚定
但是你们要知道
因为你们~有一个人做了一个令人心痛的决定
我们的友谊从此分裂
就此结束
你们知道我的心有多难过吗!!!!
两边都是朋友
都是曾经最好的朋友!!!!

现在犹如陌生人一样的擦肩而过!!!!
让我的身份尴尬
我到底该跟谁
我到底该放弃谁
我不该放弃谁
我该帮谁
你们能给我答案吗?




我活了这么多年
第一次尝到人言可畏的感觉
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
我现在的心情无法用言语来形容
两个星期了
两个星期说的话不到二十句
我的心真的很累



















你们到底还要害我们害到什么程度!!!!!









我真的不明白
我们有这么好欺负吗!!!!!!!







































































总结一下这几个星期
说说最近学校的两个大型活动
蒲公英演唱会 & 刘集升传奇




蒲公英演唱会比我预期的出色
第一次出席这种大型的演唱会
感觉不错
蒲公英每位团员
都非常的出色
我也非常的享受
唯一美中不足的是
我不能坐在VIP位》《














刘集升传奇


这是我的最爱
看戏当天
我的身份很尴尬
左右两边都是朋友
可是感觉像陌生人
戏剧演出中
我哭了
它的剧情感动了我
让我想到许多事情
爱情~友情~学业







我无疑就是曹大升的现实版
他的性格~他的爱情~他的友情
都曾经跟我一样
就是因为这一点
我落下了眼泪
不明白为什么我的眼泪会落了下来
周围的人都很惊讶



我把这一天的感想在华语作文比赛写成作文交了上去
当天结束后我的心情还是无法平伏
还是很低落
直到现在
还是有一些残留的痕迹。。。。。。












































我的心真的很累
再见啦~久违的部落格

2010年7月15日星期四

!!!!!!!!

我終於知道了解別人有什麼壞處
當我了解你的時候
我會覺得我能夠清楚
你在開心什麼
你在煩什麼




但就是因為這樣
我也知道
你這次的動機
也得到證實了





如果你覺得這樣很偉大的話~你就錯了

2010年7月5日星期一

conclusion about this few week

After that i receive my average marki feel very sad
9 subject only 2 is pass
the rest of them all fail
omg
the lowest one i can get 24 mark !!!!!!!!
how can i do it!!!!!


i let my parent disappointed very much
what should i do
i know that sometime hard-working is not equal to the result
i am the example
how much i done before the exam come
i done so many prepare for that exam
but my result still the same just few of them pass





Omg!!!!!!
when my parent get that result paper
i thought they will scold me
but they do nothing
they just say 自己保重
in that sentence mean they very disappointed in me
T_T




i just can see them disappointed again and again
and i just cant do anything about that
everything i done is meaningless


















































Mr.Bird & Ms.Ying



sry about that i am in the low mood and you 2 so
i am low mood without reason
i also dont know what happen about me
maybe Mr.Negative is back or what
i am very care our friendship
dont ignore me
i will feel low
i know sometime i ignore both of you
but now i am changing





























love
i think i a bit 心痛 her
because we are friend 只是看到她跌倒
有點不甘

我想清楚了
我對她的感覺就只有朋友的感覺
別說我看樣貌
我是真的沒有感覺
可能注定的那個人還沒來








































AND last
i wish Sebastian & Grace can find a person who love them very much
and they love them very much
as soon as possible

2010年7月4日星期日

對不起~我一定會找回來

芸&鵬
對不起
我把水瓶給弄丟了
不過我一定會把它給找回來
因為我不想讓唯一代表着我們的感情的水瓶

給失去掉




要是我找不到
除了在家以外
我都不吃東西
直到我找到為止





我一定要找回來