Fren

只从初一开始
我就是一个没有朋友爱的人
当时我身边的朋友
都是有事才找我
至到初二的时候我开始有了三个朋友

志豪,宗昱,俊勇

他们三个都是我最要好的朋友
他们惹事
我一定会帮忙处理
我认识的人不多
但是有黑的挺多
最后还是解决掉了


他们能给我的
都是我想要的
朋友,义气,包容,安慰,帮助
这些只是其中一些








但是.....



















就在初三的时候
我们分班了
我跟宗昱同班
俊勇和志豪不同班
我们的感情开始分裂







初三年是我最痛苦的一年
只剩下宗昱陪伴我
俊勇又退学
志豪开始变




又要烦恼成绩
统考,PMR
感情不顺
事事碰钉
做什么都不顺







整年没有朋友关心我
他们只会在打羽球的时候才会找上我
我的价值只在羽球吗?












直到我升上高一
我遇见两个人
芸和鹏
他们能给我的
是跟志豪他们给的一样
但是比他们还要好,还要多





我们在年头的时候
还不是很认识
所以就只有我跟芸
后来我们开始认识对方后
我们天天去天桥
吃我们的最爱roti canai
回去的时候
就会看到两个傻瓜很怕过天桥
那种样子是好笑
但是也说明他们
在我面前是不做作的
毫无保留地展现在我面前的就是他们的本尊








当我心情不好的时候
就会有两个明明就怕过天桥的傻瓜
陪我站在天桥吹风
直到我的心情好为止
这种傻瓜可笑吗?
我不觉得
我只觉得
他们是真心地对待我






我们之间是没有秘密的
什么都可以摊开来说
就算是家事,和心事
也一视同仁








他们给了我许多快乐的回忆
充实的回忆
让我的向往变成事实
不再虚假
不再只是幻想











考试的时候一起拼
放假的时候一起疯
伤心的时候一起分担



























你们给我的影响很大
但都是正面的影响
为什么老天不让我们提早见面?
你们让我有了积极的想法
让我在成绩方面有了很大的突破
至少我是有在努力
不像以前混日子
不在乎成绩
随随便便过考试





你们让我知道了什么是朋友
什么是友爱
什么是关心
多久没有感受这种被关心的感觉了

也是你们让我的生活有了色彩
是你们改变了我的想法
是你们让我有了这么多的第一次





第一次买团体眼镜
第一次搭巴士去港口
第一次这么积极准备考试
第一次有人改变我的负面想法
第一次准备旅行
第一次主动找补习
.......











这么多个第一次
都是好玩的记忆
我不能够没有它




你们知道吗
你们已经成为了我的一部分
缺一不可
现在的我不能没有你们
上课的时候
只要看不见你们
就会有点空虚
好像少了些什么











上课一起上
吃饭一起吃
玩也一起玩
补习一起补
逛街一起逛





你们不开心
我可以陪你们
你们吵架
我可以做和事佬
你们玩
我可以陪着你们颠
你们笑
我就会笑陪你们
你们有事
我一定帮你们
一定帮到底







总之
我不想我们再吵架
我不喜欢受骗
我也不能接受被骗
那会使我受伤






祝
我们的友情
长长久久
永不分离

不再吵架
每天笑哈哈

今天我们在KFC和优俊见面
好久没有见到他了
有点想念他

今天的时候
我们在那里
很开心又说有笑的
真是的我还是跟以往一样
一见面就是大声笑
整间店都听的清清楚楚
够力刺激咯
好久没有酱爽
玩到够开心了^^

对不起

我不知道是我的错觉还是我想太多
我这种人竟然有人喜欢
我不知道
我也不清楚
她没说明
我也没问
算是处在暧昧期呱
我也忘记了
爱一个人是什么感觉
被爱又是什么感觉
到底有什么不一样?

it is feel is not the same or what

to love or not to love that is a question

i dont know what is her answer

and i dont know if i guest right

what kind of decided i will do

i confuse also

When i know that maybe her like me

i feel a bit happy

because of that i didnt imagine anyone will fall in love with me

but i think her only treat me as a good friend only



我真的很对不起你
他们酱说你
我知道你很难受
我也是过来人
我也明白你的感受
你嘴上说没有事
但是谁不知道你感到很难受?!











这种感觉
有过经验的人都明白


我不懂要怎样
我不想最后连朋友都没有的做

我真的没事^^

today i receive my history exam result and averange mark
i feel a bit sad
but i dont want they worry about me
so i decided go to a place they cant see me
bcuz i dont want they worry about me anymore
but i really sad


i hv very dissapointed to my result
i dont know how to face my parents
i feel shame to face them
for i take this kind of result....
because they work very hard to give me a good education
what have i done????
just take some red marks to them?








i dont know.....


absolutely i know
marks are not all of my life
but i work so hard on my education
what have i take back?????
just a kind of suck result








how can i take this kind of result!?!?!?!?
now i hv a target
in the next semester i must score 70 in my averange mark
neither i will resit my senior one again

























Ying:


i know what are you want to say
and i know it very well
i know marks are not all of my life
and you dont want me force myself
because you know if i cant do my target
or something i cant accept
you scared something bad will happen
right?

forget about that
i will be happy de la
you forget i have promised you a
if i cant do it i will not name You again
















in another side
today all my friend are worrying about me
i am so sorry for that

so thanks for those people who are worry about me
because you are my mind's friend













now i just need a bit time to recover and adjust my
mood only la
^^dont worry about me
i really nothing right now^^

结束了

finaly exam past
 i do quiet well in this exam
but i make many mistake
tat is wat am i care till now
dont noe wat am i thinking now
bcuz my mistake
i lost 20marks for Add math and Chemistry
sad sad sad sad sad
sad sad sad sad sad
sad sad sad sad sad





















BM
i hv adi given up
bcuz i think tat is not important to our education
it is a unuseable in other nation














next time Add math,chemistry,biography,
I WANT SCORE 80!!!!!!

















































after exam we go to JJ
i think tat is a good memories for me
just feel some unhappy to me
just keep it as  a secret....
i dont wan anybody noe
bcuz it will bring some damage for us



















exam past
finaly she and me is good than past
we go to yiing de house together^^
yiing's mother say many her mind to me
i noe wat is her thinking about
both of them's feel i also noe de
i noe bcuz i realise
that some adult is good with me
is bcuz i can listen to they mind
and they trust me















now i wan to rest le
bye

有点痛。。。我够夸张

我就是这样如此的顽固
偏偏就是和你们不一样
 。。。。心痛。。。。
。。。。挽回。。。。
。。。。爱你。。。。
这些是都我坚持的事情
因为你在我心种下了根










回头。。。。。。。。
等待。。。。。。。。
期盼。。。。。。。。
幸福。。。。。。。。
痛心。。。。。。。。
失落。。。。。。。。
失败。。。。。。。。
这些都是我一路的心情
都是一些失败后的感受






















爱与被爱。。。。能否两全
伤与被伤。。。。能否消失
等与被等。。。。能否实现
被伤害后。。。。能否痊愈
曾经死寂的心是否能够重生
曾经破碎的心是否能够复合
曾经甜蜜的心是否能够回来


















爱能否平等。答案一定是
不可能。。。。因为要是





我不能够。。。。。拥有。。。。。。
就应该要。。。。。放手。。。。。。
而不是占有。。。。因为这个不是爱。
我们该期盼。。。。因为真心的爱情。
而不是为了过瘾。。因为这会伤害人。
我们不应该伤害。。这样对大家都好。

know it because i realise it(for you)

Actually i know it because i have try it before .Of course i know what are you think about how useless is you in your mind now...But i can tell you everyone get their different talent someone is good in understanding;someone is good in remembering




And you are different,you are very hard working and clever...dont compare with the other guy...i know you think that is not fair for you...because you are very hard-working to get that mark...but the other guy just take it as very easy...



All of you are very different and special...even is me also...in the past i feel i am a useless guy because i always compare with someone that who is clever than me...and get more preasure from there....now i realise what should i do...



That is....



Do the thing as you can do...just take it easy dont get too much preasure to yourself...you know who am i talking about right?



And you can talk to me what are you thinking i will open my ear to listen carefully even i cant help you anything...you also can release your preasure...of course i know everybody will have the thing they dont want to see with other...but never mind i respect you...you get your right to keep them in your mind also



And you get something trouble between you and your mum right?



Something you should know is mum is only friend is infinity...i also think that your mum are too sensitive...but she is only want to show how her love you...

To the rubbish and useless teacher

To:dog
    
     can you do something for use dont just say only????
you just noe how to say but you dont now how to do!!!!
Do you think tat's good for use????
I dont think so...you just say and do not thing
You are the uselessest teacher so far i now!!!!!!


    你只会讲,什么都不会做...你觉得这样有用么?
我不觉得咯...考试前两个星期...你答应我什么?
你说下一个星期要召集班委...讨论钜翔的事情...
到现在你做了什么?...you just do not thing...
you too useless ...even a dog also can guard a house
you even a dog also cant win
because of you are too childish too useless






   你不觉得你的做法很白痴吗?你不觉得你很没用吗?
贝的身体一向来就很不好...她说不要参赛...你还一直鼓吹他
你不觉得这只会害了她吗?...很明显你要的是胜利...跟你所说的团队精神毫无关系...
这世界上最没用的人就是你了...你要我们怎样服从你...我跟你反映...你就说我抱怨...
就说这些有的没的...你就得有用么?这只会让我们更加的不服从你罢了...
你以为发脾气很厉害么?


  其实不然...只会让我们更加把你当成狗罢了...最多不是听到狗在吠罢了...我没损失
反而是有一些人...你反倒不去理会...你说有些人看起来不像会打篮球...但宝贝她会么
她很厉害么?你到底是在搞针对...还是要怎样?


  你这种人根本不需要尊敬...你没有地方值得我尊敬...我还有一大堆东西要骂...没力气再骂了...找不到什么更好的贬义词来骂你了




                                                     From:MrJack

my heart was pain

actually i feel tired for this week
i nid to prepare so many thing
about the society activity
the presentation about geography
and exam is coming so i nid to prepare ot
but something  is different




Yee wat happen to you?????
i dont noe wat am i sry to you
i dont noe wat's wrong i did
can you tell me!!!!!
i feel confuse and pain you noe
you are one of me best fren
dont be like tat
i will feel pain
i dont wan to lose best fren as you
pls i am begging you






















Yiing & Bird
i am very happy to hv best as both of you
but can both of you dont argue again
u  noe wat i mean right
when you 2 argue i feel confuse and moody
pls dont let it happen again
of course i noe
argue is the happen will happen in our future de
but,if can make it small
pls ...and sry about this week i am in a bad mood 

总结

总结这几个星期
我过得很无聊
也很烦
那是因为有了成绩的存在
那是因为有家长日的存在
也是因为这些我也开始懊恼着
我要怎样跟家人交代
虽然芸她们讲不用在意
不过这就是我的缺点
凡是发生过了
我都会很在意
特别是成绩方面的事
我怕他们失望
因为我知道他们对我有很大的期望
但是我却拿到这一种的成绩出来
我到底要怎样跟他们交代




















今天家长日又是我的英文升级试
家长日只要不是爸爸去拿
我是没怎么样的
但是今天的英文升级试
简单是简单
但是考最后一个
speaking 的时候
我很紧张><










不管了
最好能及格



















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