I am very tired right now
I want to sleep but I can't
without any reason I lost my sleep
I dont know how
I feel i can't join into their team~
I know it's my problem~
and I try to solve it but I can't
Lost my smile
Lost my friend
Lost my education
Lost my life
Lost my mind
I lost my parent believe
I lost everything
Yah~I'm emo always~don't ask me why
I don't know why
I want somebody to realize me~
And I can't say it out
it's weird right
That's me
That's who I am
2010年8月28日星期六
828
上个星期我们跟往常一样
去Cindy的家冲凉
唯一不同的是
面孔不一样了
关系也不一样了
桃花依旧~人面全非
可能就是指这个吧
想当初我们去Cindy家的人马有
鹏,芸,欣,婷,我
可是现在........
算了不多说了
当天我们做着同样的事
却有着不同的关系
不同的脸孔
事过境迁就是这样
最近我们开始不说话了
不然就是我们的话题都围绕在他身上
我好累
我开始淡了
这是一个好的开始
对我来说它确实是
我不该干扰你的感情生活
我也没有权利
我也不可以
我害怕我会因为自私
而做出错的决定
我不想后悔
所以我选择放手
抱歉
我再也不会对你做出什么事了
今天我第一次参加
专题研习营
是个不错的新体验
学到不少东西
虽然都是基本电学
但是都挺有趣的
下次有机会的话一定要再参加
2010年8月27日星期五
2010年8月24日星期二
824
Today I'm still in the same mood xxxxxx......
but something different today start from today I feel that
I'm the host in my family now
I have to take care my brother and sisters
even I have to cook to them
For someone maybe that doing house work and cook
Is a SHAME
For me that's not a shame but an honor
Because of that I can cook for them and take care them
so that i can learn a skill that we cant learnt from school
That's skill for take care my family or friend
But also myself
In another side maybe
I'm a loser
my result all red~
onyl that language that I'm using now pass
the rest of them all failed
this time is the most terrible result I have
10~61 marks i also take le
when i receive my exam paper i cried
but nobody know that
only that who are following my blog and plurk know only
For someone i maybe is a secret person
any information for me is less
onyl my bestfriend know all about it
haiz~
pekcek for that
always cant take good result in my exam
~_~
T_T
i cried in my parent backside
I know everything
But I can't do anything~
Just same like
I know that exam will test this
But I'm still make mistake
nothing to say now
tired ~still sick
have to rest now
but something different today start from today I feel that
I'm the host in my family now
I have to take care my brother and sisters
even I have to cook to them
For someone maybe that doing house work and cook
Is a SHAME
For me that's not a shame but an honor
Because of that I can cook for them and take care them
so that i can learn a skill that we cant learnt from school
That's skill for take care my family or friend
But also myself
In another side maybe
I'm a loser
my result all red~
onyl that language that I'm using now pass
the rest of them all failed
this time is the most terrible result I have
10~61 marks i also take le
when i receive my exam paper i cried
but nobody know that
only that who are following my blog and plurk know only
For someone i maybe is a secret person
any information for me is less
onyl my bestfriend know all about it
haiz~
pekcek for that
always cant take good result in my exam
~_~
T_T
i cried in my parent backside
I know everything
But I can't do anything~
Just same like
I know that exam will test this
But I'm still make mistake
nothing to say now
tired ~still sick
have to rest now
2010年8月20日星期五
820
Finally i know my whole exam result . The result is I failed all the subject except English I pass. The one i can't accept is add-math! Only 37!!!!!!! very low lolx. My historical also failed.Same with the first semester. I think I ony can do is do more hard-working on it . It must start from now.
819
I can't face myself .I ca't face my result
I can't tell my parent face to face. Really I don't know what should I do. Maybe he is right hard-working may no be a good result, luck is dodging me.That's the way how to describe my fate . I want to be a good student but fate don't want give me any chance . What a pity fate, so fat what am I studying? I can't understand anything teach without revision. My revision is meaningless. My life is meaningless also
Why dont i give my life to my 沒緣份的大哥 maybe he can make Dad and Mum more happy
with a good result ; a wonderfull life ; a brilliant future
原來我是有一個哥哥的
只是他夭折了
哥哥~雖然我不知道你是男的還是女的
但我的直覺告訴我你是我的哥哥
我也希望你是个男的
真希望你當年的時候能夠出生
陪伴我
照顧我
我很希望能夠嘗試有一個大哥照顧我
我很想嘗試做弟弟的感覺....
哥哥~我想念你
I can't tell my parent face to face. Really I don't know what should I do. Maybe he is right hard-working may no be a good result, luck is dodging me.That's the way how to describe my fate . I want to be a good student but fate don't want give me any chance . What a pity fate, so fat what am I studying? I can't understand anything teach without revision. My revision is meaningless. My life is meaningless also
Why dont i give my life to my 沒緣份的大哥 maybe he can make Dad and Mum more happy
with a good result ; a wonderfull life ; a brilliant future
原來我是有一個哥哥的
只是他夭折了
哥哥~雖然我不知道你是男的還是女的
但我的直覺告訴我你是我的哥哥
我也希望你是个男的
真希望你當年的時候能夠出生
陪伴我
照顧我
我很希望能夠嘗試有一個大哥照顧我
我很想嘗試做弟弟的感覺....
哥哥~我想念你
818
Today I receive 4 subject exam paper.When i get it I tear drop on my diary.Very sad lo,This is the first time I take this kind of marks. I don't have the brave to tell my parent. Then how???
I have been very hard-working very much le~but still get the same thing same result.
SAD sad SAD SaD sAd saD
I REALLY VERY SAD
I have been very hard-working very much le~but still get the same thing same result.
SAD sad SAD SaD sAd saD
I REALLY VERY SAD
817
Today is the lastday for exam ^^
historical & biography
But i think maybe i can pass historical.Just I guess only la
I'm not sure for that.
Finaly exam past
happy hour time coming now
After exam we are going to follow Hin Hua High School's "RULES"
went to JJ have a good time and a relax .
Zoom fetch me and Jordan Ee to JJ
A bit scared to that
His technic is not good = =This is the first time i didn't go with both them to JJ.
Feel very sad for something
Dont know why this is the first time i feel sad after JJ
Today went back about 9:30p.m.
Very late isn't it
But that is nothing
I'm still alive
I'm still breathing
I'm still alone
historical & biography
But i think maybe i can pass historical.Just I guess only la
I'm not sure for that.
Finaly exam past
happy hour time coming now
After exam we are going to follow Hin Hua High School's "RULES"
went to JJ have a good time and a relax .
Zoom fetch me and Jordan Ee to JJ
A bit scared to that
His technic is not good = =This is the first time i didn't go with both them to JJ.
Feel very sad for something
Dont know why this is the first time i feel sad after JJ
Today went back about 9:30p.m.
Very late isn't it
But that is nothing
I'm still alive
I'm still breathing
I'm still alone
810
Countdown 2day for exam .Last chance to do revision and give my hard-working.Sometime I am thinking,Is that Intelligent equal to hard-working .Unfortunaly the answer is not ,How sad is it. Someone can use their hard-working to do something except me, I do anything hard-working I will just get the same ending. That name "LOSE" except sport . Only sport can give me confident.But now i lost my ability now, So what can i do?
809
Today is monday it's a rainy day. But nothing special happen today, all the thing is just same with the past. Friend get their new life, both of my dear get their new friend and a good study place for them,i mean got many pro in study de friend to teach them la.They get more friend to treat them very good and care them also. I am very happy for that .
How about me?
I'm nothing change just feel pain often and very tired always
Not because of Mr.Negative back, is just because I really tired le
How about me?
I'm nothing change just feel pain often and very tired always
Not because of Mr.Negative back, is just because I really tired le
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