放手

我今天的情绪和低落
今天我都不怎么笑
今天的笑都不是发自内心
而是勉强自己的笑
这种笑我感觉很不是滋味
















我很不喜欢这一种感觉
今天我因为她
感到烦恼
其实我想了好久
我是不是该放手了呢?














但是过了今天
我得到我想要的答案了
就是放手




如果只有我放手才能够让她的烦恼
统统消失





我会选择放手





















再怎么说她的烦恼都是我引起的
也该由我来结束她的烦恼














放心我再也不会去干扰你
也不会再有人跟你说
那些你不想听的话
也不会有人从晚上陪你聊一些没有意义的话题
















以前都是你开口
这一次就由我开头吧
















我会真正的把你给放下
所以......
你可以不用再逃避了
我知道逃避一个人也是很辛苦的










我会把这篇帖子
当作我的初恋完美的句号




























































再见了...........

JJ n Ming

yesterday
ming , victor , jun xing and me
go jj for a horror movie

when the school was end
we went to jun xing's home 1st
but just go for bath only la

after we put on our shirt
then jun xing mother fetch we to there

when we reach there
we put our things in a locker

what a joke
everybody noe
how to use locker
do you noe
how does he use?


he open the locker and put the money
><

then we waste 2 token of 50sen
hai lim bei nid to go to the other shop change
but  unfortunaly i walked for long time
also nobody wan 2 change
starbuck,KFC,MC,Santa
also the same happen


luckly has a restorant wan change with me
but paiseh i forget the restorant name
haha  XD XD

finish the locker job
we went for our lunch 1st
hehe....we went to KFC ate out lunch
i didnt order any meal except a drink.
then order their meal only ming n me were not order any meal
 afterward we went to cinima watch the movie
Wolfman
this movie i have seen it before
this is a horror combine sick
this is a good movie that is watch
i see this movie twice
i tear twice
bcuz the love



skip...













after the movie end
we go to eat our dinner




BBQ Plaza
jun xing always said victor no mood de lo
hahaha
bcuz we we didnt eat rice



skip...











skip...







过后我们去吃刨冰
老游戏
剪刀石头布
输的吃冰
when she  feed  me
i feel happy and lovely




but.....





















yesterday i 告白 again
the same ending
i lose again


but this time different
i write a letter to her
and say how i love her


but the ending is just the same happen




你问我
"干嘛酱傻"
我只能告诉你
"喜欢你并不傻 , 这辈子能够遇见你是我最幸福的事"





我也知道你还喜欢他
但是这份情我收在心里很久了
我觉得是时候说出来了
再不说我会后悔
我知道你现在看不到
我写的东西
但是...















我要说的是


过了这么久
我最遗憾的是为什么
我当初会这么轻易放手
为什么我不尽力去挽回你的心






过了这么久
我还是
很喜欢你



























































不说了
晚安