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Today is 1st day of my holiday
I feel nothing to do~
feel meaningless
I don't know what is the meanning that why i have to survive in this world
feel everything disappear in my life right now
I feel nothing belong me right now




I can't understand why i will say those my mind to them
maybe they make me trust
they are the one who i trust gua
maybe I believe in them gua~o~





hahahaha~that day is a unforgetable day for me
that is a special day
I see a lot of people smile and happy that day
that is the most happy day soo far
but i miss all the things

905

I am very tired right now
I want to sleep but I can't
without any reason I lost my sleep
I dont know how
I feel i can't join into their team~
I know it's my problem~
and I try to solve it  but I can't
Lost my smile
Lost my friend
Lost my education
Lost my life
Lost my mind
I lost my parent believe
I lost everything







Yah~I'm emo always~don't ask me why
I don't know why
I want somebody to realize me~
And I can't say it out
it's weird right
That's me






That's who I am