820

    Finally i know my whole exam result . The result is I failed all the subject except English I pass. The one i can't accept is add-math! Only 37!!!!!!! very low lolx. My historical also failed.Same with the first semester. I think I ony can do is do more hard-working on it . It must start from now.

819

 I can't face myself .I ca't face my result
I can't tell my parent face to face. Really I don't know what should I do. Maybe he is right  hard-working may no be a good result, luck is dodging me.That's the way how to describe my fate . I want to be a good student but fate don't want give me any chance . What a pity fate, so fat what am I studying? I can't  understand anything teach without revision. My revision is meaningless. My life is meaningless also
Why dont i give my life to my 沒緣份的大哥 maybe he can make Dad and Mum more happy
with a good result ; a wonderfull life ; a brilliant future


原來我是有一個哥哥的
只是他夭折了
哥哥~雖然我不知道你是男的還是女的
但我的直覺告訴我你是我的哥哥
我也希望你是个男的
真希望你當年的時候能夠出生
陪伴我
照顧我
我很希望能夠嘗試有一個大哥照顧我
我很想嘗試做弟弟的感覺....

















哥哥~我想念你

818

    Today I receive 4 subject exam paper.When i get it I tear drop on my diary.Very sad lo,This is the first time I take this kind of marks. I don't have the brave to tell my parent. Then how???
I have been very hard-working very much le~but still get the same thing same result.



SAD sad SAD SaD sAd saD




I REALLY VERY SAD

817

Today is the lastday for exam ^^
historical & biography
But i think maybe i can pass historical.Just I guess only la
I'm not sure for that.



Finaly exam past
happy hour time coming now
After exam we are going to follow Hin Hua High School's "RULES"
went to JJ have a good time and a relax .
Zoom fetch me and Jordan Ee to JJ
A bit scared to that
His technic is not good = =This is the first time i didn't go with both them to JJ.
Feel very sad for something
Dont know why this is the first time i feel sad after JJ
Today went back about  9:30p.m.
Very late isn't it
But that is nothing
I'm still alive
I'm still breathing
I'm still alone

810

    Countdown  2day for exam .Last chance to do revision and give my hard-working.Sometime I am thinking,Is that Intelligent equal to hard-working .Unfortunaly the answer is not ,How sad is it. Someone can use their hard-working to do something except me, I do anything hard-working I will just get the same ending. That name "LOSE" except sport . Only sport can give me confident.But now i lost my ability now, So what can i do?

809

    Today is monday it's a rainy day. But nothing special happen today, all  the thing is just same with the past. Friend get their new life, both of my dear get their new friend and a good study place for them,i mean got many pro in study de friend to teach them la.They get more friend to treat them very good and care them also. I am very happy for that .


How about me?
I'm nothing change just feel pain often and very tired always
Not because of Mr.Negative back, is just because I really tired le

I am back

This few day because is exam day so i didnt updated my blog
but  now i'm updating now
omg my result is damn bad>< T_T