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 I can't face myself .I ca't face my result
I can't tell my parent face to face. Really I don't know what should I do. Maybe he is right  hard-working may no be a good result, luck is dodging me.That's the way how to describe my fate . I want to be a good student but fate don't want give me any chance . What a pity fate, so fat what am I studying? I can't  understand anything teach without revision. My revision is meaningless. My life is meaningless also
Why dont i give my life to my 沒緣份的大哥 maybe he can make Dad and Mum more happy
with a good result ; a wonderfull life ; a brilliant future


原來我是有一個哥哥的
只是他夭折了
哥哥~雖然我不知道你是男的還是女的
但我的直覺告訴我你是我的哥哥
我也希望你是个男的
真希望你當年的時候能夠出生
陪伴我
照顧我
我很希望能夠嘗試有一個大哥照顧我
我很想嘗試做弟弟的感覺....

















哥哥~我想念你