今天我们在KFC和优俊见面
好久没有见到他了
有点想念他

今天的时候
我们在那里
很开心又说有笑的
真是的我还是跟以往一样
一见面就是大声笑
整间店都听的清清楚楚
够力刺激咯
好久没有酱爽
玩到够开心了^^

对不起

我不知道是我的错觉还是我想太多
我这种人竟然有人喜欢
我不知道
我也不清楚
她没说明
我也没问
算是处在暧昧期呱
我也忘记了
爱一个人是什么感觉
被爱又是什么感觉
到底有什么不一样?

it is feel is not the same or what

to love or not to love that is a question

i dont know what is her answer

and i dont know if i guest right

what kind of decided i will do

i confuse also

When i know that maybe her like me

i feel a bit happy

because of that i didnt imagine anyone will fall in love with me

but i think her only treat me as a good friend only



我真的很对不起你
他们酱说你
我知道你很难受
我也是过来人
我也明白你的感受
你嘴上说没有事
但是谁不知道你感到很难受?!











这种感觉
有过经验的人都明白


我不懂要怎样
我不想最后连朋友都没有的做

我真的没事^^

today i receive my history exam result and averange mark
i feel a bit sad
but i dont want they worry about me
so i decided go to a place they cant see me
bcuz i dont want they worry about me anymore
but i really sad


i hv very dissapointed to my result
i dont know how to face my parents
i feel shame to face them
for i take this kind of result....
because they work very hard to give me a good education
what have i done????
just take some red marks to them?








i dont know.....


absolutely i know
marks are not all of my life
but i work so hard on my education
what have i take back?????
just a kind of suck result








how can i take this kind of result!?!?!?!?
now i hv a target
in the next semester i must score 70 in my averange mark
neither i will resit my senior one again

























Ying:


i know what are you want to say
and i know it very well
i know marks are not all of my life
and you dont want me force myself
because you know if i cant do my target
or something i cant accept
you scared something bad will happen
right?

forget about that
i will be happy de la
you forget i have promised you a
if i cant do it i will not name You again
















in another side
today all my friend are worrying about me
i am so sorry for that

so thanks for those people who are worry about me
because you are my mind's friend













now i just need a bit time to recover and adjust my
mood only la
^^dont worry about me
i really nothing right now^^