MR~Jack

   Hey buddy you also one of my  good friend . But  something that you dont know, so i you cant  realise my feeling . Sometime I see our memories as a video in my mind , every moment what were they doing ,everythings they said ,even everything they did ,were still always appear in my mind . I cant do anything to recover our friendship and i cannot to do any change anything beside them , they are happy right now,I dont want to do anything change to their life that's for their own good  I just wish them happy always . For me I just want to be alone some time .


   Alone prefer me . I belong to alone .So just leave me alone because I want to to think it in a Alone attitude.That can make me more space and more probably and clearly to about it. This kind of thing just let me put it in my mind . Either it be release  someone will ignore or someone will notice it and say something that I dont want to listen , and someone will sad again and other my soul will be back Mr.Negative .I dont want it happen again........



   Now i have to concentrat on my education otherwise i wouldnt graduate to senior 2......

   I have to score 71 average marks to balance my whole year average marks.....it will be too hard to me.
I have no way to do anything, now the only way i can do is just hard-working hard-working hard-working and hard-working~This is the way i only can do .I dont want to let my parents dissapoint anymore , I make them too expect but I take this kind of result to them make them dissappoint . I still have to force myself to study, even i dont have the will to do anything even play game also the same effect

   I dont have the mood to study  but I still have to force myself to study. I dont have the mood to do anything even play game , I dont know what am I thinking
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